Despondency.

Your idols have nothing more than you do; they simply learned the language of the great unknown. Let us remember that we too have the same access. There is nothing one of us can achieve, but not the other. Our paths may not look the same, but there is only One Source. The false one is not worth mentioning.

Psalm 91

1 Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

2 I will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.”

3 Surely he will save you from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence.

4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day,

Pressure can make a diamond or a daemon. Allow the rivets to form you in alignment with who you are.